Kertas Pasir. Mohon Menjauh !

Hitam.

Kasar.

Busuk.

Itu dia.

Kertas pasir.

Suatu masa dulu dia pernah muncul tiba-tiba.

Aku ambil.

Aku senyum.

Aku bergurau dengannya.

Aku sapukan pada tanganku.

Aku gelak.

Aku pegang erat.

Aku tak lepas.

Lama aku bermain.

Suatu saat aku tersedar.

Tanganku luka.

Tergores sana sini.

Luka dalam.

Sakit.

Pedih.

Sedih.

Aku cuba lepas.

Aku cuba tinggal.

Aku cuba tak peduli.

Aku cuba.

Aku rentap dia jauh dari tanganku.

Aku rentap.

Ahhh ! Lukaku bertambah dalam.

Aku menangis.

Tapi dia tak menjauh pun.

Dia masih ada di situ.

Masih di situ.

Yang sentiasa menggamit-gamit aku.

Supaya kembali bermain dengannya.

Jahat !

Aku nangis lagi.

Dan sebagaimana dia pernah muncul tiba-tiba,

dia menghilang juga tiba-tiba.

Lega.

Walau luka masih berdarah.

Aku cari ubat.

Aku sapu elok-elok.

Aku jaga dengan baik.

Jauh.

Entah kemana dia menghilang.

Tapi itu cerita dulu.

Dulu.

Sekarang.

Muncul kembali.

Aku cuba berhati-hati.

Aku gagal.

Aku biarkan dia bermain.

Walau hanya acahan sahaja.

Tapi mungkin sebab luka itu belum kering.

Mungkin sebab parut itu belum pulih.

Memori luka.

Dia datang kembali.

Toreh kembali parut itu.

Aku luka lagi.

Luka.

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Kau.

Aku mohon.

Aku mohon kau menjauh.

Ini bukan salah kau.

Ini bukan salah aku.

Ini salah kita.

Malam itu.

Warna itu.

Mata itu.

Rasa itu.

Aku yakin kau sedar.

Sebagaimana aku sedar.

Aku benci semua itu.

Aku harap kau tau.

Aku benci apa yang dah berlaku.

Aku benci sebab aku tak mampu elak.

Aku benci sebab semua berlaku tanpa sengaja.

Aku benci.

Aku benci sebab aku sedih.

Aku hilang diri aku.

Dan aku bertambah benci melihat kau.

Kau yang masih gelak dan ketawa.

Kau seolah-olah langsung tak terusik.

Seolah-olah ini hanya gurauan.

Langsung tak berbekas di hati.

Kau masih sama.

Sedangkan aku.. Ahh !

Mungkin kau akan ketawa melihat aku begini.

Aku tak rasa luar biasa.

Aku juga ketawa.

Ketawa melihat kebodohan aku.

Walau bodoh macam mana pun aku di mata kau.

Aku mohon kau menjauh.

Aku mohon.

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Ya Allah, please forgive me for the wrong I've done

Ya Allah, give me another chance to prove that I can pass

Please guide me and protect me along the straight path

And I know that I can make it, one day I'll be in heaven with you

Brother, brother, (let me tell you) you ain't acting cool

Lower your gaze, don't go astray, cuz you're looking like a fool

We all know (human nature) makes us ignorant sometimes

Making us do some things we know just ain't right

What's the moral of the story fellaz?

You better watch your back

Stay on the right track

Don't try to act all wack

Cuz it will all come back to you

And all you can say is

Ya Allah, please forgive me for the wrong I've done

Ya Allah, give me another chance to prove that I can pass

Please guide me and protect me along the straight path

And I know that I can make it, one day I'll be in heaven with you

Sister, don't your dare cry

Cuz girl you know we all fall short sometimes

Dust yourself off, stand tall, don't let it get you down

Open your eyes to Allah, you'll see the beauty of

All the things that are going your way

Hold your head up high, it'll be okay

Allah is merciful, the most forgiving

Pray five times a day, and never stop giving

You gotta keep on Qur'an, keep Iman strong

And one day, insh'Allah, you'll be among the stars

For now you better pray girl

Ya Allah, please forgive me for the wrong I've done

Ya Allah, give me another chance to prove that I can pass

Please guide me and protect me along the straight path

And I know that I can make it, one day I'll be in heaven with you

What's happening brother, I've got a message for you

There's a little something that I need you to do

See, you've been causing problems since you came my way

And I'm not trying to have that, ain't the way I play

I don't need no influence like you in my world

I'm just trying to live my life - simple and pure

You've been avoiding the Iman, don't even make salat

It's time to beg for some forgiveness from ya Allah

Everybody sing it now

Ya Allah, please forgive me for the wrong I've done

Ya Allah, give me another chance to prove that I can pass

Please guide me and protect me along the straight path

And I know that I can make it, one day I'll be in heaven with you